Various things come to mind when i think of the word “help”. We all use it in different ways, some in frustsration others in fear, what ever it is, it comes from us all eventually. Most of us try but sometimes the memories create a barrier of fear, fear we will be rejected or fear from the pain caused in the past. Overall, the main person everybody is concerned for is themselves. They think that everybody is this way, which is true, so why not change it? What do we have to lose? Oh yeah, thats right, our popularity, our dignity, our friends, our life as we know it. So what. None of those matter in a world where nobody cares about anything but themselves. If everybody wasnt so concerned with things that would benefit them personally the world could possibly be a better place.
Can you remember high school? What about middle schoool? Elementry? It all starts when we are too young to know better, when all we live for is playing outside on a nice sunny day, not a care in the world. But for most of us that is too far back to remember, funny thing is, those days dont seem so long ago for me. Back in the days of recess and nap time, the cool thing to do was to help the teacher pass out the crayons. The cool thing to do was help clean up. The cool thing to do was to help classmates be nice to eachother. We were so innocent and willing, now we just try to make it through the day with out getting critisized about everything we do. Everything we do is to help our image look better, we put others down, we hide in the back of the class room, we stick with the people we know. To help somebody you need to be bold, daring, and willing to put yourself out there. You shouldnt expect anything in return, just the knowledge of you doing something out of the ordinary should be enough payment in itself.
Most of us help the needy to get some of our taxes written off, others think they need to do it for their religion, others do it for attention; whatever your cause of helping out somebody in need it creates memories. Depending on your reasoning for doing so, will decide on the type of memory you will have. If you do community service selflessly then you will probably have good thoughts about it but if you do it for greedy reasons you are most likely to have bad memories of it. Funny how that works huh? Another thing if you are doing it for your own personal reasons you probably wont even remember it in a few years or even months.